Setting forth into world is something that I have often thought of, but have never really considered seriously.  As I run through my full time job, the same basic job i’ve been doing for four years selling people the gear they use to get out and do some truely amazing things, I find myself wanting that.  I want to go out and see things that I have never seen before, go places rarely touched and experienced by human-kind.  I’m tired of living my boring but safe life, leading on a road straight to my death without any excitement along the way.

I feel like I need to see whats out there, that i won’t know what i want from life till i really experience it, to live out in the world beyond my small Toronto apartment.  I feel it might be responsible in part for my failures as a creative person, that i just don’t know the world well enough to give my impression of it life.  That also may be an excuse, but I’ll go with that.

I feel like this is something i can run with for the time being, that i can actually make it happen one day… a real obtainable goal.  Been a long time since I’ve had one of those.  We’ll talk about goals in a  different post, but its nice to bring some focus into life every now and then.  As I recently told a friend, I’ve been coasting through life, and i need to give it some direction and drive.

That’s why I want to do this, why I’ll leave my quiet life and go out into the big scary world.